Humans–Just Bags of Skin Housing Organs?

What is human nature? What is life? What is love? These are questions that lie outside the orbit of scientific testtubes to answer. Am I merely a loose fitting bag of skin housing organs and gray matter, transmitting nerve impulses and secreting chemicals that give me the illusion of possessing a conscious soul that experiences love, feels sad and admires the rich beauty of a setting sun in the cool of evening?

After all I never see any deer, rabbits or mice pausing in early evening to sit on a grassy knoll and admire the colorful display of a sunset spread across the canvas of the sky. If were all animals, mere accidents of random mutations traced back to a single-celled organism floating in primordial soup, whence comes my appreciation of such wonders and beauty in this creation?

The strict, dogmatic materialist replies, “It’s because you’re a higher evolved sentient being.” But that does nothing to answer the heart of the query. “Higher sentience” would simply mean more complex neurons transmitting more impulses and discharging more chemicals and hormones into my brain and bloodstream. Now we’re back where we started.

Sure I know they have done experiments involving human test subjects being injected with chemicals and hormones, like oxytocin, resulting in such subjects exhibiting stronger desires towards generosity, trust and intimacy. But these same experiments will also show that when someone is the recipient of another’s freely given trust, generosity and intimacy these same chemicals are seen to spike within them as a result. In other words the interaction between chemicals and hormones with emotions and behavior is not a strict causal relationship as much as it is a correlation.

While consciousness and matter may be interrelated in some sense, it’s absurd to say my brain molecules feel sad or that my grey matter feels empathy or that my prefrontal cortex is self-aware or that a particular arrangement of atoms is love.

Moreover since our ordinary, common day life is not defined by laboratory controlled hormones, like oxytocin, being unilaterally injected into us, it is only reasonable to conclude that the main drivers of human emotions are the conscious human agents themselves interacting with the world around them–whether for good or ill.

This tells me human emotion and the joy of love given, as well as the heartbreak of love lost is no more the sole result and product of neurons firing, molecules moving and atoms colliding than a car moving down the highway is the sole result of engine mechanics in motion–such as gasoline combusting in a piston. There is also a driver choosing a certain speed and pushing on a pedal. While independent of the car’s mechanics, the driver is nonetheless in correlation with the mechanics present to propel the vehicle forward.

Indeed we are more than bags of skin carting around the mechanics and machinery of biology to generate profound human experiences like love, joy, hatred, grief, creativity, self-sacrifice, self-awareness, intentionality, appreciation and wonder. We are also souls. We are drivers.

Strider MTB

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To Marry Or Not To Marry–This Is The Question

So… I’m still single, but realize this is my fault–if indeed it is something to be faulted with. Truth be told I’ve had numerous opportunities to put an end to singleness, but something deep within me compels me to wait further, to hold out longer. Or maybe I’m just extremely picky and choosey. Some of my friends would decidedly charge me with the latter. I think age… well, let’s call it maturity… has indeed made me more picky… well, let’s call it more thoughtful… in my deliberations and considerations over marriage and potential women.

There is very little argument to be made in advocating that the wrong relationship is to be preferred over singleness. And since I have come to appreciate and enjoy singleness over the years, as well as shed the idea that it is a “curse” to be “cured” by marriage, my heart is indeed wary over committing myself to a relationship that ends up being a whirlpool that drains life rather than a fountain that enlarges life. I’ve experienced the whirlpool before and I learned a lot… but I would rather not have a repeat.

I also have a lot of considerations the average guy does not have. For starters I am the director of an orphanage of 28 children that I love with all my heart. They affectionately decided on their own to call me “Papa.” I can leave them about as easy as I can strip off my skin and walk away from it. A relationship that would require me to abandon them is a romantic love I can do without and a flirtation I will chuck to the wind a thousand times over. Or will I? Love can be a powerful, alluring and altering force… and not knowing for sure makes me wary to put myself in such a place of decision.

But I must admit my “pickyness and chooseyness” is more than simply a concern over marrying the dreaded “wrong one” or being forced to decide between my orphan tribe and a woman loved. It also relates to selfishness… but not necessarily bad selfishness. Marriage is about learning to share life with another. Singleness, at least contented singleness, is about learning to share life with yourself–and being ok with that. In short contented singleness is about discovering and realizing, “I don’t need marriage to be happy.” I would like to think I have found this to be true in my life (not that I don’t have my bad days and moments of profound, aching loneliness).

Therefore I would never get married because I feel I need it. I would get married because I want it. But what do I want? The sex? The physical intimacy? Sure–that’s part of it, but I’m not so naive as to think that is the foundation for a lasting and happy marriage.

When I contemplate marriage its always within the context of wanting to find someone that motivates me to walk away from singleness and all it’s abiding “selfishness” and find further purpose and meaning in serving their life— in a way that only marriage can offer. It’s no accident that the Bible says when a man takes a wife he is to “love her and lay his life down for her.” Hmm… that sounds like a description of selfless service if I have ever heard one.

And that is the crux of the issue. I have simply not found someone who generates within me the desire to abandone the contentment of singleness and forever unite myself to them as a servant. I think marriage is the greatest challenge and test for a man’s strength, courage and heart… and there is a part of me that loves a new challenge. Yes–there is part of me that yearns to find someone whose very life calls out to me and says, “Here I am–the greatest of all challenges. Come and take me.”

But alas… I have yet to meet a woman who inspires me so. Until then I remain contentedly single.

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The Collapse of Christian “Superstars”

Christian author Rick Joyner states,“Those who are the most successful in any field are those who do the basics best. To be a disciple of Christ, we want the foundation to be right. If the foundation is not level and strong, the higher we go the greater the danger of collapse.” 

One key phrase lept off the page at me: “If the foundation is not level and strong, the higher we go the greater the danger of collapse.” All to often we read of admired Christian leaders getting entangled in some sort of sinful scandal or controversy. And we wonder, “How did it happen to them?”

Sometimes we think the greater the heights of Christian notoriety and leadership, the greater the degree of Christian sanctification and godliness. But this is not a given. Rather it should be understood that the greater the heights of Christian notoriety and leadership, the greater the NEED for Christian sanctification and godliness.

It seems as if many who fell into sin, pride or deception did so only after having years and sometimes decades of ministry marked by humility, teachableness and accountability. In other words they started off right, but somewhere along the vertical incline towards ministry increase, influence and notoriety something went horribly wrong.

In his quote Joyner speaks of the critical importance of the foundation when constructing a building. But in truth when one is building vertical, every floor built in essence becomes a foundation for the next floor to be build above. Imagine for a moment a skyscraper being built. If someone builds well from the foundation to the 10th floor but on the 11th floor they begin to cut corners, weaken the cement mix to cut costs and not give attention to building level, the building will begin to slightly lean in a direction that is off center and not truly vertical.

Buildings aren’t supposed to lean. Once they do their fate is sealed. As one continues to add floor after floor an ever increasing amount of stress is placed upon the 11th floor where the lean first started and cement first weakened. Like playing building blocks with a child who fails to understand the importance of proper alignment, the whole vertical structure is doomed to bend and buckle and then collapse.

So also in a world where Christian leaders can become like sought-after celebraties and showmasters, a failure to align each move, each increase and each accolade to the centered governance of Christ and his cross inevitably puts one’s life at great risk to sin, pride, deception and ruin. The higher one builds the greater the danger of collapse.

May we all remain humble and teachable–always.

Strider MTB

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Grace for Acceptance–Grace for Change

It is true that God’s grace accepts us the way we are, but it is equally true that God is never content to leave us the way we are. He knows his grace is too transformative and powerful to leave us in the state he finds us. –Strider MTB

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Discipleship is Modeling

There is a great deal of literature being published on Christian discipleship today.  A growing consensus among pastors and church leaders that discipleship is currently at a weak state in the church is becoming more global. Here in Cambodia I have found the state of the church to be in great need of turning converts into true disciples.

But what is discipleship? Is it more doctrinal instruction? Is it more teaching and preaching? Is it holding more bible studies? Those things may be helpful in and of themselves but they all miss the core essence of what discipleship truly is–modeling.

In Titus 2:7 Paul admonishes Titus on a host of things he must share and speak to those under his teaching. But then he states, “Set an example of good works yourself, with integrity and dignity in your teaching.” Notice how Paul ties in demonstrable actions with the integrity of a message. They cannot be divorced. Paul says Titus is to do this… “so that the opponent will be ashamed having nothing bad to say about us” (vs. 8).

Christian discipleship is not principally about being subjected to more instruction, rather it is about following and imitating the examples and life laid down by the teacher–the master.

In its purest kernel form discipleship is all about modeling. Modeling the right way is the only way – the Christ way – to bring about an end to the wrong way in the lives of those who declare themselves to be followers of Christ. It was no different in Christ’s day and with his own twelve disciples. In numerous instances we find Christ correcting wrong beliefs, wrong behavior and wrong attitudes by modeling right beliefs expressed through right behavior.

For example in Lk 9:54-55 the disciples express great prejudice, hatred and violence towards the Samaritans as a whole when the people of Samaria refuse to welcome Jesus on his way to Jerusalem. The disciples response is to say, “Lord do you want us to call down fire from heaven to destroy them?” Jesus quickly rebukes them saying, “You do not know what kind of spirit you are of, for the Son of Man did not come to destroy mens lives, but to save them.”

Later in Lk 10:20-37 Jesus further disassociates himself from his disciples racial and cultural discrimination of Samaritans by making a Samaritan man the hero of the parable who best exemplifies the ethic of the Kingdom of God. And then to drive the point home even further in Jn 4 we find Jesus extending generous compassion, truth and grace to a Samaritan prostitute, such that his disciples are left astonished and speechless.

The point is that Jesus didn’t just sit around a campfire verbally instructing his disciples in the Kingdom way–he demonstrated it. Time and again we discover Jesus modeling the way of the Kingdom to his disciples. In one instance they seek to shoo away pesky children deemed not worthy of their time, but Jesus rebukes his disciples, has the children brought near to him and then places his hands on them and blesses them. (Mt. 19:13:15). Jesus is not content to only tell his disciples “the Kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these,” he models it in such a way that their little doubt that their way of looking at children was forever changed.

Jesus did not merely speak of the beatitudes as a “pie in the sky” ideal to shoot for, he lived out each and every one of them, modeling their values and revealing their transcendent capacity to reshape human nature and our relations to one another. Culminating with his own unjust persecution Jesus modeled the Kingdom response to “persecution for righteousness sake” by extending mercy and forgiveness to his tormentors and persecutors until his final breadth.

These moments in time when instruction became illustration were not lost on the disciples. Their period of discipleship enabled them to change the world–not because Jesus could articulate the principles the Kingdom with great oratory, but because Jesus stamped the image of the Kingdom into their very souls through his life lived out before them.

It is no wonder that John reminds us in no uncertain terms that being a Christian is not a claim to know something, but to walk something, saying “Whoever claims to live in Him must walk as Jesus walked” (1 Jn. 2:6).

Most are aware of the succinct passage, “No one can be my disciple unless they pick up their cross and follow me.” But in what way do we pick up the cross and where do we carry it? I believe Jesus elaborated on this further when he said,

“For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, I was a stranger and you did not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and you did not look after me…Truly I tell you, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me” (Mt. 25:42-45).

If discipleship is about modeling the way of righteousness, and if discipleship is needed today to the same extent it was needed in the first followers, then it it the duty of our pastors and leaders to pave the way forward–not simply by elaborating verbally on the merits of serving “the least of these” but in actively demonstrating to us all the cost of true discipleship.

Until then discipleship will forever remain an abstract term to be defined but never witnessed. Imagine what our world would be like if Christ contented himself with mere instruction rather than illustration. In the same vein, we do our parishioners, our followers and our families a great disservice when we fail to model the way of the Kingdom of God towards others.

-Strider MTB

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Flabby Faith

Why are so many Christians in the 1st world bored out of their wits and souls with Christianity? Why is it that western churches can’t seem to retain men? Why is it that men say going to church is often akin to taking a sedative? I am convinced it is because 1st world living drills into us the 1st world virtue of “having plenty” which in turn allows our faith to slumber rather than be flexed and challenged.

In one pivotal passage Jesus put faith and trust in God within a context of basic needs being met–by God. “Do not worry about what you will wear, what you will drink or what you will eat, for your Heavenly Father knows you have need of these things. But seek first the Kingdom and all these things will be added unto you.” 

But what if you already have “all these things added unto you” in virtue of simply being an American Christian? What need of faith and trust then? How can you exercise faith to fend off worry over where your next meal will come from if your fridge is already filled to overflowing?

Very few 1st world Christians take notice of the fact that that living in the 1st world is a rare privilege that liberates one’s faith to be exercised on behalf of others–not just your own basic survival. This is in great contrast to 3rd world Christianity. If you lived in an impoverished nation a great deal of your prayer life and faith would be exercised towards trusting that God will supply what you need to survive.

It goes without saying that the average Christian Joe in the U.S. never prays about where to get clean water, where his next meal will come from, or when he will be able to provide new clothes to replace his threadbare, worn out attire. So are 1st world Christians “off the hook” so to speak in terms of living by faith?

No, not in the least. Western, affluent Christians are not called to live a life of faith any less than their 3rd world counterparts who constantly find themselves forced to trust God for their most basic needs of survival.

Yet what is a 1st world Christian to do? How does he exercise faith towards needs that he does not have and for provisions that he does not lack? He doesn’t–and that’s the point! His faith is free and liberated to be exercised in other arenas of life that are greater and more encompassing than his own basic needs.

But so few Christians in the 1st world realize this. Sadly, the failure to apprehend the truth that the life of faith is the adventure of life has resulted in multitudes of men whose faith has been domesticated, tamed and sedated. They simply don’t understand that faith is the adventure! Faith is the risk! And the risk of faith is the excitement of the Christian life that staves off boredom! So many miss this in the 1st world.

They simply don’t see their faith as being liberated and set free to be redirected towards taking on other challenges and greater tasks whereby faith and trust must come along and see it through to completion.

It is faith which carries visions and dreams to their fulfillment and realization. God puts a vision in our heart to accomplish something great for the Kingdom and then faith comes along and reminds us, “In the natural this is impossible. You cannot do this alone. Unless the Lord of Hosts comes and intervenes on behalf of this project, this undertaking–it will not be successful. Therefore believe.” That is the risk. That is the adventure we are called to live.

When we ignore this our faith gets flabby, sickly, gaunt and withered. Why? Because we are only going through the motions. There no real challenge or weightiness that applying resistance to my faith in such a way that I have to truly exercise faith.

It’s like me going to the gym every week and only bench pressing 5 pounds and doing arm curls with 2 pounds. It may look like I’m exercising because my movements are correct, but I’m really just going through the motions. There’s no real challenge. There’s no real need to flex.

And so it is with a great deal of men in 1st world Christianity. They go to church week in and week out, but they are just going through the motions. Boredom, lethargy and flabby faith becomes entrenched within them as the greatest adventure one can ever live is slowly put to sleep.

-Strider MTB

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Where is the grass greener?

A musing for the dawning of 2013: “The grass is always greener where you water it, not on the other side.”

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Hyperextending Your Emotions

In ministry there can sometimes be the tendency to hyperextend our emotions and hearts and overexpose ourselves to the suffering, evil, darkness and needs of this world. It is during those times we must look to Jesus, our example, who withdrew from the ever pressing needs of the crowds to re-saturate his heart and emotions in the presence of His Father. -Strider MTB

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A Question and Dilemma for the Calvinist

Whether it’s school shootings, child abuse, rape or your own children disobeying you, the Calvinist will find himself to be in a real pickle. A major tenant of Calvinism, usually hidden from new initiates until they swallow the hook down further, is that for God to be extolled as sovereign, God must be the originating determiner of all things–including sin and evil. As such sovereignty is re-defined as a meticulous and exhaustive divine determination of every choice, every event and thus every influencing desire that gives rise to such choices and events.

But this leaves Calvinists in a real logical bind when it comes to questioning, judging or denouncing anything in this world as being truly morally wrong.  They may have a personal dissatisfaction with their own sin or the sin of others. But how to question it as being truly wrong? For what God has predestined has he not more or less condoned? Any true Calvinist who wants to distance himself from a particular societal evil and question its moral rightness must somehow annul himself from all logic that would throw the question back into his face and force him to answer why its logically right to question and abhor what God has allegedly divinely determined?

But to ask this of the Calvinist is to ask too much of them, which is why you will never get a straight-forward answer. Usually the move made is to punt to mystery. But to make mystery out of absurdity and heresy, especially when God’s character is at stake, may be the worst evil of all.  -Strider MTB

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Christmas Rescue

Christmas lights, decorative trees, and of course fat Santa, has increasingly become part of the festive fabric of Cambodia. Attempting to explain the truest meaning of Christ-mas to those who literally know nothing of Christ puts it in a refined perspective. For even they agree it would have been quite silly and absurd for God to have sent His Son into the world merely because He thought it needed another holiday–“Just look at those poor chaps Jesus. They look like they could use another jolly day off life. I’m thinking something with ornaments this time…You wanna go take care of that Son?”  The FIRST Christmas was more about rescue than ribbons, wreaths and reindeer. He came, He saw, He assumed our judgment and conquered the grave because he saw racism, greed, Crusades, Auschwitz and Tuel Slang slimed all over our hearts. It’s because of that inconvenient truth that there needed to be a first Christmas in the first place… lest we forget.  -Strider MTB

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